God blessed the broken road...

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Fri, 06 Feb 2009 05:37:56 GMT

NOT AGAIN.

nooooooooooo. no fucking way.

i can't do this again. uggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. wtf.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 06:21:50 GMT

i hear this is making a comeback? haha. well...then i must join the in crowd!

hmmm....what's new? i'm serving at madison heights. and truly enjoy it. right now anyway. some of the people i work with are just excellent to be around, so it makes me happy. and happy about going.

going back to school in the fall has me pumped for life. so i'm just going to bust my ass working for the next couple months, save up, pay off all debts. my car is almost paid off!!!!! ahhhh that will be so amazing. and mine. i will own a car. crazy shit.

andddddddd yeah. idk. that's about it right now.

it's the freaking winter from hell and i want to die from being so cold all the time. :(

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 10:07:38 GMT

blah! working this early blows!

haha. this passed week has been so amazing and crazy at the same time!

i've hung out with so many wonderful old friends and new ones. it's been so great!

i'm sooo tired. ahhhh....the big brother finale is on tonight. woo hoo. haha

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 03:24:38 GMT

it's aug! i wanted to try and write in this thing at leaast once a week this summer, but that doesn't look like that's going to happen. everything just flies by!

hm. today at work it was nuts. but that's to be expected i guess. lol. i dunno sometimes when i manage i feel like it's a total out of body experience. like i'm not really doing it. just makes me feel so old. haha.

i go to vegas in 2 and a half weeks! that's wild!

i'm getting a blackberry this week. that's exciting. super cute. and pink!

i have to go get fitted for ambers dress this week. i have to do it. i have to do it. haha. i keep putting it off bc i'm a lamey. but time is running out bitches.

andddd uhhh yeah. that's about it. went up north last weekend to see the cousins, that was amazing. i love 'em all. they're getting so freakin big and old. tiffani is graduating next year! wtf! lol

haley is in drivers training?! haha.

went out for mandalyn's birthday yesterday...had a much better time then i thought i was going to have. i'm glad i went up with nick. a lot more comfortable then showing up alone. awkwaaaard! haha.

alright i'm going to go to bed. i'm beat. peace out y'all. (or well, just lance!)

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 06:15:57 GMT

crazy weekend!

ang and miah asked me to be in their wedding on saturday! super exciting. can't wait to help out and shiznit. ahhh! everyone is growing up!

today i worked. blah.

tomorrow i work blah.

tuesday if it's nice out i'm going to lay out at ambers pool. for real doe! i needs it.

uhm. other than thaattt. it's like freakin fourth of july tomorrow or something. idk, this whole summer's out of whack.

i need to see some fireworks damnit.

damnit janet! shout out to lance. what what.

i guess that's all she wrote. bye y'all.

"she's bringing awesome back...yeaa..."

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 04:39:55 GMT

hey. so yesterday was a wonderful day off. my parents got a new car, a malibu, super nice! took it for a drive over to see portugal and fam. i hadn't been over there in like 2 weeks! that's the longest i hadn't seen my little maddi!! she's getting so old and big. i can't handle it. but still funny as ever.

after that i met up with heather and dan for a few drinks. great laughs!

today i worked all day. lame!

anddd. tomorrow hopefully if it's nice out i'll be able to maybe get in some water and go swimming. or at least lay out and get a little sun!

then it's mexican night at jen b's. FIESTA! HOT SAUCE! lol

i'm going to go play text twist. bye!

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Sun, 15 Jun 2008 20:50:23 GMT

happy fathers day.

woo!

i have the day off! i worked like a million hours this week, so that's nice. and it's kinda sunny out. holla.

went out for natalie's birthday to boogie fever. it was a good time, great music! great dancing! great friends!

i miss being young and having all the time to hang out with them. i really do miss them. gaaahh. growing up!

imagine all the people,
living life in peace.
you may say i'm a dreamer.
but i'm not the only one.
i hope some day you'll join us.
and the world will be live one.

yea, so?

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 03:03:25 GMT

i bought some superman ice cream on my way home from work. it's freakin delish.

I'M SO TIRED!! :(

watched so you think you can dance? tonight. i love that show! i even voted. haha.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 05:57:23 GMT

hmm.

i sat outside today for like 40 mins and read my book (tweak, it's about a druggie...really good...) and i am pretty burnt. wtf. and it was cooler today than it's been! and pretty cloudy.

i manage tomorrow at work. that's pretty exciting stuff. then i serve thursday and friday. then i'm managing at the sterling heights store on saturday. that's going to be a little different. i just started doing it too, so i'm kinda nervous about working at another store. ah well, i'm a big girl now.

umm.

i finished my 3rd rock from the sun today. i watched all six seasons of it. that show is so funny! oh mannn. i feel like starting all over and watching it again. haha.

then i watched 10 things i hate about you. ecas got me that for xmas a few years back. along with a scarf. a rainbow scarf which i still rock.

hrmm.

osgood was on jay leno tonight with the cup! looking adorable as always. delicious.

yea, i guess that's about it. c-ya wouldn't wanna be ya.

ooooh burn!

huh?

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 03:47:14 GMT

what a crazy weekend. i need to chill out for a while. lol

why do we stay with lovers who we know down deep just aren't right?

hi hi!

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Sat, 07 Jun 2008 04:42:24 GMT

i have just gone through and read all of my old entries. some crazy stuff that's for sure.

i used to be so funny and witty. what happened. when did my soul become so sad. haha.

anywaaaay. summer has attacked with full force. holy hot cakes!

today! i went to the red wings stanley cup parade and osgood waved right at me!! and pointed. it was so amazing. i was like shaking and freaking out after! me being obsessed with him is going on 13 years! isn't that wild? that's longer than half of my life. haha. we're soulmates.

tonight amber and i went and saw the movie the strangers. oh man. that was some freaky shit. for realz! friday night are our date night. it's amazing.

this summer is going to be so crazy! i can't wait. we're going to vegas in august!! me, jen b, jenni fuhr, heather, jennifer and clearlyyy the bride to be amber!! ahh!!! :D it's going to be a freakin party.

i've started managing at applebees the past few weeks. it's different. i feel like a grown up or something.

haha. riiiight.

uhm. other than that, i dunno. maybe i'll start updating this thing more? or prolly not.

BYE!

from jan 13, 2005

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 04:26:47 GMT

been going through everyones old livejournals bc i'm a creep. and this one made me smile from gregs.

My First LiveJournal Poem by Gregory Johnston

(as inspired by Jenae Whipple)

I want to update my LiveJournal
But I don't know what to write
So I don't think that I will
At least not tonight

frazzled.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Mon, 19 May 2008 03:44:49 GMT

blaaahh.

what a random week. i've been very moody. and lazy.

this week will prolly be the same.

it's coming up on one year since greg passed. just feels like he's with me everyday lately. i keep having dreams that he's here. and i wake up and he's not. just emotional. blah.

blah blah. blah.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Sun, 23 Mar 2008 18:28:39 GMT

happy easter all!

haven't updated in 4e. since people actually said 4e. lol

umm...what's new?? i got a macbook! i love it. it's the sweetest thing everrr. right after i bought it, i almost died. well it felt like i was anyway. i got a double ear infection and a really bad sinus infection. blaaah. i was off work for like a week and some change. butttt! all the antibiotics and shiz made everything better. so no worries...until the next f'ing infection. lol

amber asked me to stand up in her wedding! so that's super exciting. that's sept 6. but it'll be here in like a second. we're planning a trip to vegas in august...i really hope it all goes through i would LOVE to go to vegas! plus that'd be another state off my list to travel too.

i work 4 hours today and then i'm on vacation for a week! geeked up! my cousins are coming down on thursday...we have pistons tickets for that nights game and saturday night. i'm pumped. i haven't seen them in a while (the pistons and my cousins...lol)!

maddi is a year old now. that's wild. she's walking and just amazing. i haven't really been able to see a baby grow up...like all my cousins live so far away i would see them like 2 months and then a year old so it's like i've been over portugals house every week so it's been great to watch her grow.

all my friends are having babies and getting married. wtf's going onnn!

um. yea. nothing else too much to update on. i have to go shower for work. blaaah.

bye lj :)

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Thu, 24 May 2007 03:37:31 GMT

i know that greg would really enjoy if i updated an entry about him. he prolly would've prefered it if i was drunk...but yanno...this'll have to work.

LJ DON'T BLACKOUT ON US AGAIN.

last night was so hard to get through without you. thank god greg and i were smart enough to make a chatroom to help. livejournal is an asshole. hahaha. i was going nuts without you lj.

i think i love you. <333

**

behaviour
2005-01-15 09:46 pm UTC (from 69.14.141.177) (link) Select
Best chatroom ever.

And I don't think I would've made it through (LiveJournal) Blackout '05 without you. And NotMyRealSN77. ;)

greg, honestly, i dont know how i'm going to function online without you. obviously i loved hanging out with you, but our kind of cyber love you just can't find everyday.

i'm sorry if i didn't say this enough but i love you. i'm really going to miss you.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Fri, 13 Jan 2006 12:18:34 GMT

it's quite amazing how badddddly i want water after a night of drinking.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Sat, 29 Oct 2005 05:07:30 GMT

hollaaaa ibitchaes.

omg!! LAWO lor order bfaces cakc my hishitup!!!!!!
hahahahahaa

and crazy eramsn!!!

germans

ick heis josef. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Sat, 03 Sep 2005 15:35:52 GMT

Friday, September 2nd, 2005

Dear Mr. Bush:

Any idea where all our helicopters are? It's Day 5 of Hurricane Katrina and thousands remain stranded in New Orleans and need to be airlifted. Where on earth could you have misplaced all our military choppers? Do you need help finding them? I once lost my car in a Sears parking lot. Man, was that a drag.

Also, any idea where all our national guard soldiers are? We could really use them right now for the type of thing they signed up to do like helping with national disasters. How come they weren't there to begin with?

Last Thursday I was in south Florida and sat outside while the eye of Hurricane Katrina passed over my head. It was only a Category 1 then but it was pretty nasty. Eleven people died and, as of today, there were still homes without power. That night the weatherman said this storm was on its way to New Orleans. That was Thursday! Did anybody tell you? I know you didn't want to interrupt your vacation and I know how you don't like to get bad news. Plus, you had fundraisers to go to and mothers of dead soldiers to ignore and smear. You sure showed her!

I especially like how, the day after the hurricane, instead of flying to Louisiana, you flew to San Diego to party with your business peeps. Don't let people criticize you for this -- after all, the hurricane was over and what the heck could you do, put your finger in the dike?

And don't listen to those who, in the coming days, will reveal how you specifically reduced the Army Corps of Engineers' budget for New Orleans this summer for the third year in a row. You just tell them that even if you hadn't cut the money to fix those levees, there weren't going to be any Army engineers to fix them anyway because you had a much more important construction job for them -- BUILDING DEMOCRACY IN IRAQ!

On Day 3, when you finally left your vacation home, I have to say I was moved by how you had your Air Force One pilot descend from the clouds as you flew over New Orleans so you could catch a quick look of the disaster. Hey, I know you couldn't stop and grab a bullhorn and stand on some rubble and act like a commander in chief. Been there done that.

There will be those who will try to politicize this tragedy and try to use it against you. Just have your people keep pointing that out. Respond to nothing. Even those pesky scientists who predicted this would happen because the water in the Gulf of Mexico is getting hotter and hotter making a storm like this inevitable. Ignore them and all their global warming Chicken Littles. There is nothing unusual about a hurricane that was so wide it would be like having one F-4 tornado that stretched from New York to Cleveland.

No, Mr. Bush, you just stay the course. It's not your fault that 30 percent of New Orleans lives in poverty or that tens of thousands had no transportation to get out of town. C'mon, they're black! I mean, it's not like this happened to Kennebunkport. Can you imagine leaving white people on their roofs for five days? Don't make me laugh! Race has nothing -- NOTHING -- to do with this!

You hang in there, Mr. Bush. Just try to find a few of our Army helicopters and send them there. Pretend the people of New Orleans and the Gulf Coast are near Tikrit.

Yours,

Michael Moore
MMFlint@aol.com
www.MichaelMoore.com

P.S. That annoying mother, Cindy Sheehan, is no longer at your ranch. She and dozens of other relatives of the Iraqi War dead are now driving across the country, stopping in many cities along the way. Maybe you can catch up with them before they get to DC on September 21st.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Tue, 30 Aug 2005 05:51:21 GMT

my mouths just tastes of jager. i think. hahahaha! and werner is the funniest fing person that i know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he stole the picture of the 1984 guy!!! to die for.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Thu, 21 Jul 2005 01:37:46 GMT

i have a cut on my elbow. i need a million dollars. but i'm sick of working.

uhhh. i work tomorrow morning. lame. tomorrow night i'm not doing anything tho. hmmm lame. unless you call me bitches.

i can't go out. i'm sick. cough cough. boooo, you whore.

maybe i'll get drunk by myself tomorrow. i dunno. it's sad really, i'm only 19. does anyone know that? haha. doubtful.

i loveeeeee sugar. i'm drinking a slurpee and about to read some harry potter and watch GH. like could life be any better right now? maybe if i had some sweet white gold hoop earrings.

okaaaaay. jwhip is retaking his road test tomorrow. i hope he passes i'm so over driving him everywhere. duh.

bo wants me to play with him. gotta go. i don't know why she sent you a candy cane she doesn't even like you that much.

one of those nights....

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Sun, 03 Jul 2005 06:55:38 GMT

natalie and i went to the grosse pointe farms fireworks tonight. they were sooo pretty. they were right on the lake and just wonderful.

seeing fireworks remind me of so many different memories in my life. the whole time i'm watching them i want to cry. i start thinking about the people i have lost in my life and about the great ones i still have with me.

i'm such an emotional freak. i can't handle it. but fireworks break me down in ways i can't understand. good ways, i guess. i mean afterwards i don't feel depressed...i just feel content. content with the way my life has been.

i've seen fireworks with most of my good friends and family at one time. the moment they start, it just reminds me of all the people i love. with me or not. i know this is corny and lame. i'm sorry.

i won't make this one private, in case someone i don't talk to anymore reads it, they can remember that i'm not a completely horrible person. and that i do think about you. and i hope all is well. but to all of you on my friends list, just in case you don't know. i love you. :)

i've never dreamed that home would end up where i don't belong.....

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Mon, 13 Jun 2005 04:49:26 GMT

i'm freaking out. i'm crying. i'm so sad. and so excited. i can't wait to get away from this place. i don't even feel like coming back tho. who's going to miss me? fucking holly b/c she can't find anyone to cover my shifts? fuck this bullshit. maybe i'll just find a job down there and never come back.

i'm sure i can find a gay friend in florida to live with. i'm over this. i'm over feeling like this.

i'm over waiting on tables. people are so stupid. and don't understand anything. and pistons are making me even more sad. i really thought billups was going to pull us through the last quarter. butttt nope.

and here comes this rascal flatts song just to fit everything i feel again.

i've dealt with my ghosts. and i've faced all my demons. finally content with a past i regret. i've found you find strength in your moments of weakness. for once i'm at peace with myself. i've been burden with blame and trapped in the past for too long.

i'm movin' on....

i loveeeeeeeeeeeee to cry.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Thu, 02 Jun 2005 04:22:52 GMT

it was 3am
when you woke me up
then we jumped in the car
and drove as far as we could go
just to get away
we talked about our lives
until the sun came up
now i'm thinking about
how i wish i could go back
just for one more day

one more day with you

everytime i see your face
everytime you look my way
it's like it all falls into place
everything feels right
but ever since you walked away
you left my life in disarray
all i want is one more day
it's all i need,
one more day with you

when the car broke down
we just kept walking along
'til we hit this town
there was nothing there at all
but that was all okay

we spent all our money on stupid things
but if i look back now
i'd probably give it all away
just for one more day
one more day with you

now i'm sitting here
like we used to do
i think about my life
and how there's nothing i won't do
just for one more day...

one more day with you

i'm a survivor.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Tue, 12 Apr 2005 04:46:43 GMT

14 hours of hellish work. i made good money. and that's all that matters. uh, jen s and i are hanging out tomorrow i'm pretty excited about that. we're going to el charro's for lunch. yummm!!

holly wants me to start doing the section charts at work. what am i keeney?? who knows. i might. ps. like all day today i played manager. my hair is turning into a mullet. i'm scared. please help. :(

whatever. i'm going to bed i'm stillll cranky. i'm not gonna diss you on the internet, b/c my momma taught me better than that.

put on my pjs
and hope into bed.
i'm half alive
but i feel mostly dead.
and i, try and tell myself
it'll be alright,
i shouldn't think anymore tonight.

uhhhh. drunk. gay.

jenaetogo713@yahoo.com — Mon, 07 Feb 2005 00:07:04 GMT

maaaaaaaaaaaan. i have never been so drunk in my life.

pictures and more to come later. be excited! :D